Sunday, February 20, 2005
Journeys
Yes yes yes...this is my second post this week and yes, it is very weird for me to do that. But hey, it felt nice writing yesterday, so I'm doing in again today. I was rummaging through my laptop and came across this little piece I had written some time back. Here's how it went:I tell my friends that I'm not looking for anyone. I tell my friends that I'm not in search of anyone to complete me. I'm not lying. I don't belive that anyone can complete me...only I can complete me. I do, on the other hand, crave companionship. I crave those special moments one spends in someone's loving embrace, those minutes one spends holding hands or staring into another's eyes. That is what I crave...someone who compliments me, not completes me. But I'll be patient. I will wait my turn. I'm in no hurry to find that person. Or is that because I already have? A scary thought, one that has come across my mind more than once! Could it be possible that while on the train of life, I missed my stop because i was too lost in my thoughts?? I certainly hope not. So, I still buy the ticket, and I still board the train, and I will continue to do so until I've found that one person. The once person I am willing to get off the train forever for.
So what if I don't see the light, it doesn't mean I am not stumbling through the darkness looking for it. isn't it better to search for something and then bask in the glory of finding it than having it given to you wrapped in shiny paper?
The funny thing is, I wrote that so many months ago, but it still applies to everything. I'm still lonely, still wandering around looking for that special one, only this time, I'm a year older. I have nothing more to say...
Over and Out.
Waldo! at 10:00 AM
1 Comments
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at 3:55 AM
shazzy said... You know those things which are on your mind all the time, the ones which you "claim" to talk about in front of people but never really say?
Those things which can't be explained because they just lose their value from person to person?
Those very things that tug at all the bittersweetness you have in you?
You put those things in to words so eloquently, it's not even funny :)
I say, encore!!